eShanz Journey

Some1 asked me to read her blog just now. Yea, and i did go through it. It sounds funny to me although she’s trying to scold us or whatsoever. Why i said so? She’s just trying to help her “prince” aka our friend giving excuses.

She asked us, where were we when the prince was at the lowest point of ‘her’ life. Fuck off. As if we will know what happened to her if she dun even give a fuck on us. There’s no secret between friends, right? I mean good friend. If she didnt tell us, that’s her problem and we wont force her as well. Why do you care? We’ve been friends with her for so many years. We knew that if she doesnt wan to tell, then that’s it.

You said you’re important to her? Yeah, right. Maybe you’re important to her, but do you really appreciate all the things that she’ve done to you? From what i heard, you’re just being ridiculous and dont give a damn bout what she did to you. You’re being too over and you’re just asking too much. Not asking. It’s demanding.

For your information, you’re just a immature girl to me. I’ve read your previous post. It’s normal to have french kiss with other guy in the club while you already have a good boyfriend huh? With the atmosphere, you just go with it? That’s the right way for you to treat your boyfriend? LOL~ you must be joking. I’ll stop bout this here. I dont wanna give any further comment on you.

You said you take notice of every little detail on her face, the change of her emotion, her studies, and other aspects.. why is that so? It’s because you two meet every single day. Of course you’ll notice it ! Damn it ! You’re talking cock? LOL~! We want to meet her also hard ok. How can we notice it? WTF

You said we didnt put any effort on inviting her? LOL. Everytime we go out or yamcha, sure will ask her come along, right? And what’s her answer? “I’ll see how” will be her answer. You said our conversation is only about college and guys? Yeah, funny. As if she were there everytime we meet up. Ask her, so many gathering that we have, how many times she really showed up? She used to be very talkative when she’s with us. Now she got nothing to talk to us. It’s because she less going out with us. The distance between us had gone too far. We wanna make it up too, but she’s the one who reject ok.

The name Cinderelli got any problem? We didnt blame her for cant going out till late night at all. We understand it very much. But, it’s just a name. Just a joke. You cant take it then it’s not my problem.

You said when we need help from her, we talked like an angel? Come on, we rarely find her for help. We always find her for yamcha or going out for a walk. It’s her who find us only when she needs help. She needs help for? Jobs. Everything she did is just for you. Whenever she find us, we will automatically know that she needs help again. And we did try our best to help her.

Bout Blur‘s farewell, you asked us  “did any of u make the first move to bring her in the conversation?” DAMN FUNNY. Why dont you ask back yourself. Did you two tried to make the first move to talk to us? Why must WE bring you two in the conversation. We’re strangers? Or you two are? Even Biao Mei who not close with us can also talk with us, mix with us. Why you two cant?

Bout the transport thingy, I’ve already make the conclusion myself that she wont be fetching us. And I’ve already asked Blur to fetch to be honest. But who knows..i was wrong. LOL~!

You said we’re only thinking on behalf of ourselves but not her huh? If she’s not important in our life, we wont even give a damn about what she did to us. Because she’s important to us, that’s why we want her to know how we feel. It’s just for her own good. We dont wish to lose a friend like her as well. But she did neglected all of us, right? JUST BECAUSE OF YOU. That’s why the only thing in her life now is only you. We wish to have her back in our life too. But, only if she’s willing to change.

Try to think about it yourself. Think twice.

You said “what is it so big that ur fucking pissed at her? u being fuck by someone? u took drugs? is it so big that u have to fucking be so mad at her and fuck her in ur blog?” LOL~ then what about you, yourself?

We’re someone who lack of knowledge and sympathy? Then you’re someone who lack of maturity. =D

To my good friend : We’re friends for so many years. You’ve been rejecting whenever I asked u out for gathering. However, we still never give up on calling you out. Because we wish that someday you will really come out and joke around like how we used to be in school. But, you’ve disappointed me, us everytime. We’re sad to see u acted like this. Especially me who had been friend with you for so many years. Do you know that we really wish to see you on every gathering? You’re part of us. Eventhough you said that the stuff that we talk about are always not related to your life, but.. At least come out meet each other after some time? Is that difficult? You’ve changed eversince ‘she’ entered your life. Dont you think so?

We’re friends for 13 years. Is this the end for us? I hope not. Do take care of yourself. Dont ever think that we’re stabbing you or whatsoever. We’re just being honest with you because we treat you as our TRUE friend. Sorry if we’ve said something wrong in the past.

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